—T-Rex Fossil, Field Museum, Chicago
Mansion of fleshless bone,
house of life and house of death—
who were you once?
How we love to claim,
name, complete you. Yes,
Sue found you. And now
you are brought to heel,
made famous, pinned
to a pedestal, your naked
beams of yellow bone
reset, the rafters and scaffolds
that once held your skin,
your flesh-
eating flesh, redone. How
shall we reconstruct
the history of your hollow
eyes? Your heel bones
are stilled, your jaws
full of teeth
a coral reef for the starved fish
of our imagination. Whose rib
conjured the cage
that became your chest, the country
of each vertebrae? Every tibia,
fibula, and metatarsus
is a little city. The empty
Mesozoic temple
of your head has lost
its doors, its windows have fallen
into a forest of giant
fern that only grows
thicker. Everything once
turned toward the sun,
everything had eyes,
claws, hunger. How
shall we say it ended? A heavy hand
pressed down upon the earth? Or
did it rain meteors
for forty nights
and forty days? Did someone
simply say, No room
for you—as a star never seen before
rose in the east? No space
for you. Even on the ark.
But now, we say you
lived – in a way. It was
your distant cousin, the dove,
that flew
above the flood. Still,
we argue, where do you
fit in? Meanwhile, rising
minute by minute, the river
filled each chamber
of your mammoth
reptile heart. Veins
gave in to sand, flesh
cleaved to earth. The calcareous
core of your bones resisted
the suck of soggy marsh,
made peace with the water,
and remembering some ancient
bond, claimed kinship
to rock, became it.
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Zilka Joseph was nominated twice for a Pushcart prize. Her work has appeared in Poetry, Poetry Daily, Kenyon Review Online, MQR, Asia Literary Review, Review Americana, Gastronomica, and Cheers To Muses: Works by Asian American Women. Her chapbooks, Lands I Live In and What Dread, were nominated for a PEN America and a Pushcart award respectively. Her book of poems Sharp Blue Search of Flame was published by Wayne State University Press and was a finalist for the Foreword Indies Book Award. She teaches creative writing workshops and is a freelance editor and manuscript coach. http://www.zilkajoseph.com